everything hurts right now. am taking a break from livejournal, even though i haven't been around much lately anyway, so i can focus on the few remaining trustworthy things and people in my life instead of eroding away at the last shreds of enjoyment and optimism with the masses of everything-else that's decided to come crashing down.

not sure when i'll come back.

feel free to take this opportunity to defriend angstslashhope, which i'm sure has become irritating and boring without a common fandom or interest for a while. i won't take it personally. i'd rather you be honest about not caring about what i have to say anymore instead of filtering me out and leaving me blindly thinking you still give a damn.