“It was just a few minutes. I… Sammy needed food. It’s been days, Dad.” “I…” John shifts his weight, half lifts a hand; and the older boy tenses. John’s breath catches. “I’m sorry,” he says.
“It was just a few minutes. I… Sammy needed food. It’s been days, Dad.” ... “It’s okay,” the boy says. He takes a deep breath that John can hear the shudder of. “It’s… Dean. I’m Dean.” He loosens his grip on Sammy a little. “We’ll fix this. It’ll be okay.”
Oh, DEAN my heart squeezes for you. It's a "3 times thing", right? does that mean we jump straight to another time after this? *whimper*
I love that he wakes up in the desert, and first thing he's like.. Where's mah gun? :D
and oh, poor little sammy. to have your daddy look at you as if he didn't even recognize you, to have him not want to pick you up and hug you. that's so harsh on a little guy. :(
I've never hated John Winchester, and it's pretty damn likely I never will, but in that moment, I was just like.. God. John. This life.
Better to stand and fight than run and hide. Because you can never run far enough away from evil, man, it will hunt you down.
Yeah. He makes himself the only thing the boys can have, then subsequently puts himself in situations where he can be taken away from them... fucked up, indeed. But, as you say, what choice did he have?
Oh, this was an awesome part 1. Please tell me you're going to continue this particular thread because it's off to such a wondeful start. And poor Dean's reaction is so Dean. He just sucks it up and carries on, even if he's breaking apart on the inside.
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point of his nose sharp as he presses his face to John’s belly That detail just hurts.
And baby Sammy and Dean trying to ease things, and knowing he needs to give his father his name. Oh.
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I'm glad you liked :)
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“It was just a few minutes. I… Sammy needed food. It’s been days, Dad.”
“I…” John shifts his weight, half lifts a hand; and the older boy tenses. John’s breath catches. “I’m sorry,” he says.
*adores you*
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*adores right back*
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Dean so scared he'd done the wrong thing, Sammy so happy to have his daddy back and not getting it at all.
I know it's a "three ways" fic, and I know it's 1/3 but part of me really wants to know what happens next in this one.
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Ahem.
Thanks!
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Any chance you'll explore this part farther in the future?
You hit Dean square on the head in this one. WEE!Sammy too.
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Glad you liked it :) Thank you!
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“It was just a few minutes. I… Sammy needed food. It’s been days, Dad.” ... “It’s okay,” the boy says. He takes a deep breath that John can hear the shudder of. “It’s… Dean. I’m Dean.” He loosens his grip on Sammy a little. “We’ll fix this. It’ll be okay.”
Oh, DEAN my heart squeezes for you.
It's a "3 times thing", right? does that mean we jump straight to another time after this? *whimper*
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Thanks :)
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that is all.
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Uhm, HI!
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and oh, poor little sammy.
to have your daddy look at you as if he didn't even recognize you, to have him not want to pick you up and hug you. that's so harsh on a little guy. :(
I've never hated John Winchester, and it's pretty damn likely I never will, but in that moment, I was just like.. God. John. This life.
Better to stand and fight than run and hide. Because you can never run far enough away from evil, man, it will hunt you down.
But in that moment...
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Oh, John. Oh, Winchesters!
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Glad you liked it. Thanks for commenting :)
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*curiouses* re: 3rd part.
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3rd part is stewing!!
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*blinks*
:-O
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*pets them*
Ooh, wow.
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Thanks for commenting :)
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